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| product of bro's meltdown - the worst yet |
Last night was waaaay more than punches and flying objects. It was banging heads on the door and pointing a knife on the neck. And yes, the classic walking away from the house was still there. It's so tiring and confusing.
And the whole time I was out of the house (sleptover friend's), all i could think of was 'am i doing the right thing?' I felt guilty that I had to leave but knew I really had to. I was thinking if my coping mechanisms were still appropriate and I felt bad that I still had to think that through.
My heart says stay and deal with his behavior but my mind says leave as its not healthy anymore.
Like someone we both know say: "you have to keep yourself whole before you can share anything of yourself" . Keepin you guys in my prayers.
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Deepthi KranthiKumar
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Wow, thank you! Will do that! :)
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